These Hands are Too Shaky to Hold.

Alone.
I just feel lonely today.
Everyone else is busy with their number one.
But I don't have one.
I'm not a number one either, apparently.
What a perfect way to end the slowest, quietest, loneliest, most boring day of work.

On top of that, I'm in a pickle.
I want a relationship now. I don't like being "single".
And it would be perfect if he just ended up feeling the same way. Which I highly doubt.
Why did I have to get attached to him so quickly?
I already miss him and I haven't even cut him out of my life yet..

Duty Calls

I feel like such a hero today, I really do! I think I taught my sister what it's like to take care of your own shit. If she wants to grow up as fast as she wants then she needs to pick up her peices as fast as they fall. I am not her maid of life. I can't pick up those pieces, I HAVE MY OWN! And I think I'm picking mine up at a very good pace: I'm officially a full-time student, I have no boy "drama" in my life, no"drama" at all really, and I recently experienced what to do in case I get into an accident. NICEE!

On the other hand, it's Thursday...the day of waiting for Friday. What are my plans for tomorrow? That's another thing I've got worked out, I never need a plan. I have my friends. That's about all I need to know I'm not going to be lonely(:

Good spoirits today.
I want a kitten for my birthday.
I'm having feelings we'll have to move out of my house
I'm having feelings I won't want to leave
I'm having feelings I'd end up moving in with a certain someone.
I'm having feelings that that certain someone is going to be a very special someone in the course of my life
And my feelings about that are good.